Is he starting to forget me? :'(

I miss him so much but I can't face him this while. I myself do not know why but may be this is the best for us. Giving time for each other but, I can feel that he starting to leave me slowly, is it true? God, I wish you can give me the answer now so that I can prepare myself and when the time comes and he tell me about that, I won't fall down :( I'm sorry dear, I miss you so much. . ONLY GOD KNOWS. Never mind Jill, you're strong. You can face any probabilities. Yes, I can. Yes, Jill, you can do it.